Title: Porn Star
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People call me many things: CEO, billionaire, bastard. Q.
I love women. I love sex. I love money. I love hot, wild nights with no promise of a future, because a future is one thing I don't have. I'm twenty-eight years old. I won't live to see thirty, and I don't care. Or I didn't, until her.
Nobody plans for a life like this. Some of us just end up here.
They call me Lucky, though luck has never been on my side. Before I met Q, my life was a big, twisted mess. Never enough money, never anyone to trust. No way out. With Q, the shame and fear disappear. Instead I feel pure pleasure, and that's something I've never had before. But if what I've just learned is true, we'd better enjoy every second together while we can...before our time runs out.
BEAUTIFUL LIAR was previously published as Porn Star
Author: Zara Cox
Other books by this author that we've reviewed: Black Sheep, Wicked S.O.B., Arrogant Bastard
Series: Dark Desires
Other books in this series that we've reviewed: Flying Through Fire, Black Sheep, Wicked S.O.B., Arrogant Bastard
Published by Forever Source: Publisher
Published: September 13, 2016
Genres: Dark Romance, Erotic Contemporary Romance, Erotic Romance
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What did I just read? If I could give this review a title, it would be Holy Shit! Beautiful Liar was absolutely insane, crazy insane. Lucky is on the run, hiding from her past. No not her past, some scary people in her not so distant past. She’ll only take jobs paying cash hoping to avoid being found. An ad in a magazine to make a million dollars for sex could solve her problems…maybe, probably, hopefully. Quinn – egomaniac rich, entitled, billionaire, a$$hole! By day, he is a CEO but by night, he’s a porn star of his own productions, sold to the highest bidder. The sex was only supposed to be a solution, an ends to a means for both of them.
Reading the blurb I honestly did not expect Beautiful Liar (Porn Star) to turn out the way it did. I expected sex, Hello! the title pretty much screams sex, but the reasons behind everybody’s actions, the purpose of the videos – you could have hit me with a Mack truck and I wouldn’t have been any more surprised. . Let me warn you now, if you have problems with alternating first person POV and/or also cannot compartmentalize characters, then this book will confuse you. Lucky aka Elyse, aka Elly, honestly it’s as if she’s three different people. Each has their own tragic story and purpose behind their actions and yet, they are all the same girl. The same goes for Quinn and Q. CEO, porn star regardless of what mask he is wearing, both are assholes. So many names to follow and you would think that would be confusing, nope not at all. However, which couple did I like best? Quinn and Elly or Lucky and Q? That was a hard choice to make.
To be quite honest, once I started reading, and the story didn’t have them jumping immediately into the sex, I thought maybe I miss interpreted what the story was about. And then the sex began. Have a change of panties close by because BOW-CHICA-WOW-WOW HAWTNESS! There’s quite a bit of prepping before the sex begins, not only for the sex, but also to mentally build up the characters’ images. Once the sex starts, their story hits a hot plateau making to get lost in all the sex. Then very subtlety the story starts to change. The purpose behind their actions begins to all come out. Who and why Lucky is running. There had been hints all along the way so as her story is revealed, I’m surprised but not really. The big shockers, at least for me, are all on Quinn’s side. His backstory and motives were not expected. His end game, his purpose to it all…okay NOW I know why he was such asshole.
This is my very first book by Zara Cox and boy it is quite the doozy. I had mentioned to a friend I was going to be reading a book by this author and my friend could not say enough. Having finished Beautiful Liar, I completely understand why. Erotic, dark, rich with secrets, if the rest of Ms. Cox are anything remotely like Beautiful Liar, sign me up!
A warning about triggers. If you have a problem with a story with a lot of sex, suggestions of non-con sex, abuse or anything that hints to the darker side of sex, this may not be something you’ll want to read.
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THE DARK DESIRES SERIES
BEAUTIFUL LIAR, #1
BLACK SHEEP, #2
WICKED S.O.B, #2.5 (August 8, 2017)
ARROGANT BASTARD, #3 (September 12, 2017)
About the Author
Zara Cox has been writing for almost twenty-five years but it wasn’t until nine years ago that she decided to share her love of writing sexy, gritty stories with anyone outside her close family (the over 18s anyway!).
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“So it’s true? It’s not a con? This job really pays a million dollars? For…sex?” she rasps.
“You think I’d admit it if it was a con? What did the ad say?”
Her delicate jaw flexes for a second.
“One million uninhibited reasons to take a leap.
One million chances to earn a keep
One million to give in to the carnal
Are you brave enough to surrender,
For a payday to remember?”
It speaks even more to her desperate state of mind that she remembers the ad verbatim.
I remain silent and wait for her to speak.
“So…assuming it’s not a con, how will this work, then?”
“If you pass the next few tests, and I decide you’re a good fit, you get the gig. You’ll receive one hundred thousand dollars with each performance.”
“So…ten performances…over how long a period?”
“Depending on how many takes are needed, anywhere between three weeks and a month. But I should warn you, it’s hard work, Lucky. If you think you’re just going to lie back and recite the Star Spangled Banner in your head, think again.”
Her fingers drum on the table, the first sign of nerves she’s exhibited. “I…I won’t be doing anything…skanky, will I?”
“This is going to be straight up sex. No other…bodily stuff? Because that would a firm no for me.”
My mouth attempts another twitch. “No water works, waste matter or bestiality will be involved in the performances.”
Her fingers stop drumming. “Okay.” She waits a beat, stares straight into the camera. “So when will I know?”
I hear the barely disguised urgency and I rub my finger over my lip again. “Soon. I’ll be in touch within the week.” I’m not sure exactly why I want to toy with her. But I sense that having her on edge would add another layer of excitement I badly need.
When she opens her mouth, I interrupt. “Goodbye, Lucky.”
A passing thought about the origin of her name is crushed into oblivion. I press the remote to summon the bodyguard to escort her out, and I leave the room.
In my study a few minutes later, I bring up the screen on my desk and activate the encrypted service I need. I open the application and within minutes, the members of my exclusive gentlemen’s club are logging in.
My email is short and succinct.
The next Q Production is scheduled for release on 20 May 2015.
Limited to ten members.
Bidding starts in fifteen minutes.
I start the countdown and rise to pour myself a neat bourbon. I swallow the first mouthful with two prescribed tablets, which are meant to keep me from going over the edge, apparently, and stroll to the floor to ceiling window. I look down at Midtown’s bumper-to-bumper traffic. This mid-level penthouse is one of many I own in this building and around New York City.
Technically, I don’t live here. I only use it when volatile pressures demand that I put some distance between the Upper West Side family mansion and myself. I would never stray far for long. For one thing, I’ve accepted that my family would never leave me alone.
I know what I know. So they’ve made it their business to keep me on a short leash. But with over three hundred properties in my personal portfolio, and a few thousand more under the family firm’s control, there are many places to disappear to when the demons howl.
Today, the Midtown penthouse is my temporary haven.
I turn when the timer beeps a one-minute warning.
I return to my desk and adjust the voice distorter. When the clock reaches zero, I click the mouse. “Gentlemen, start your bids.”
My words barely trail off before the first five bids appear on the screen. Sixty seconds later, the total bid is at a quarter of a million dollars. I steeple my fingers and wish I were more excited. The money means nothing. It never has. It’s the end game that excites me.
My mind drifts back to Lucky. I turn the gem of her elusiveness this way and that and admit to myself she has potential.
I want to take a scalpel to all her secrets, bleed them and soil my hands with the viscera. I also want to fuck her until her body gives out. Right in this moment, I’m not sure what I want more.
So I concentrate on the numbers racing higher on the screen.
Half a million. One million. One point five.
My phone beeps twice. I pick it up and read the two appointment reminders on the screen.
7pm – Dr. Nathanson. My shrink.
9pm – Dinner with Maxwell.
I re-confirm the first and delete the second.
Cancelling dinner with Maxwell will bring a world of irritation to my doorstep. No one cancels dinner with Maxwell Blackwood. For a start he’s one of the most powerful men in the country.
He’s also my father.
Yeah, my name is Quinn Blackwood, heir to the Blackwood Estate, only child of Maxwell Blackwood and Adele Blackwood (deceased). My family owns a staggering amount of property across the eastern seaboard of the United States and a few in the west. According to the bean counters, I’m personally worth twenty-six billion dollars.
But tangling with my father in hell is what I live for. Have done since I was fifteen. So I ignore his summons and watch the stragglers fall away until I’m left with the top ten bidders. The bids wind down, and within the space of half an hour, I’m just under two million dollars richer.
I spot the familiar name of the top bidder and I sneer. Taking his money on top of everything else is darkly satisfying.
Once bidding ends, I close down the application and call up another list. Dozens of charity websites showing pictures of starving children flood my screen. Within minutes, fifty charities are the grateful recipients of two million dollars.
I may be Quinn Blackwood, occasional user of prescribed meds to keep the demons in check, who moonlights as Q, porn star to an exclusive few who pay millions for my work.
And I may be an unhinged asshole with serious daddy issues.
But no one said I wasn’t a giver.